Joys of the song

2009-11-26T03:13:00.000+08:00

MOVED

http:// inlovewith-g.blogspot.com/

2009-08-14T18:51:00.004+08:00

meet darl, went to plaza ard 4plus for lunch ( KFC today ), Hazel never fail to rat fast food every single day and every single male !! planned to bake cookie @ louis house, but in the end change plan as i left the house late, so went to future to look for baby [: play a bit ball, bused home and saw qing downstair, so go home change and went down to look for her, edmund and xi hong.. chat awhile, home before 12.. * Edmund is stup [:

acknowledge my love for you, will you?

2009-08-13T17:20:00.008+08:00

school as usual, a ~~f***ing~~ teacher ( Chinese HOD ) spoil my mood early in the morning . don't tell me every of you the teacher in NAN CHIAU HIGH SCHOOL doesn't know that i fold my skirt which counted as "breaking the school rule"? don't be so lame by asking me to unfold my skirt every single time you see me ! can you ? I know teachers do read blog and now, i want you to read this : As long as i didn't do something "GREAT", don't catch me, please, will you ? No matter how many times you ask me to unfold my skirt, i will fold it back again !! don't make me look like a retard please, i tie my hair properly, tried not to be late, No truancy, No cigg, be happy enough dear, I've change !!!!!!!! at least i didn't give you all these troublle anymore right.. ( *skip )

extra lesson after school, bus to compass with sandy, ate bk, bought ingredients for my cookie [: Hope darl will like the cookie i've made for him, love you dear, didn't see you for almost 2 days, miss you so much ya, work hard for your prelim ! i will acc u to
S T U D Y !

How can you be so heartless!?
She's the best, I'm the worst
She's decent,I'm cheap
She's all you wanted,go for ~~her~~ the then
I've lost confident in telling myself that you still love me like how you do in the past,I've lost confident in myself keeping you with me,you seems to detest me dear
The only thing i know is to love you, not know how to prove it to you
( inferioty is what you make me feel )
HAHAHA,Great ! you never fail to break my heart !

2009-08-12T15:06:00.004+08:00

school as usual, gave 'night class' a skip today

got back most of my result

chinese, math, humance pass

amath and science ~~fail~~

few weeks to N-level mother tongue and social studies paper

anyway, I so damn Hungry now !!!

so can pack food for me ya, I'm gonna lovelovelove you

2009-08-10T21:42:00.004+08:00

wake darl up ard noon, meet his teacher, then he drove us to kallang Mac, darl think that there's nothing to eat, so went to Changi Airp T3, went back sk ard 4plus.Slept as i was damn tired !! then home sweet home [: Hohohohoo, we didn't quarrel today man !

conversation between von and me

L. ove Yvonne says: wah. is u say de hor, i never say that this is what u think. this is not what i think

Hazel's says: ohh, so you're in love with me!?

L. ove Yvonne says: Yes. only i dont knw how to express!!!

Hazel's says: omg,,,,, eyyyyer !!!!!!

L. ove Yvonne says: hahah. ek la love ya

Hazel's says: change your wallpaper to me !!!

i jealous you and sandy face so close

L. ove Yvonne says: lame. wait

Hazel's says: ok

L. ove Yvonne says: noh ur pic

Hazel's says: so cute !!!! don change le ah

L. ove Yvonne says: Oo

[ the story continue with us posting out uglyyyy picture ]

2009-08-10T02:08:00.001+08:00

陈世维 - 明天我不会依然爱你

为了你再笨的事我都肯做
却还是在你心里锦屏末座
我成全你的追求
有没有让你心动
反而一看见我就想要逃走
于是我更努力的付出更多
为什么却尽让你日渐消瘦
脸上不再有笑容
烦恼比快乐还多
我突然明白自己犯了大错
想给你所有的爱最后却多得太多
想证明自己的爱最后却让你难过
原谅我
明天你不会再看见我
你说我爱你却没认真替的你想过
我拼命付出却没问过你想要什么
没有我
或许你反而会更好过

都已经决定要离开的时候
却还是忍不住又回过了头
你并明天抬起头
完全没有在看我
明天我不会在说我爱你了 ~

2009-08-09T21:37:00.004+08:00

My hamster died !!!

I've finally got the necklas i lovessss ! Didi's is mickey, Mine is mickey

These photo are taken at Baby's school. You must treat me for a meal because i woke up early in the morning at 8 just to accompany you to do your art !

是缘是情是童真还是意外

有泪有罪有付出还有忍耐
你现已没有让我别去的恐惧

No matter what choice you make, leave or stay, as long as you're happy i am !
( baby, sometimes love just ain't enough )

2009-08-07T19:37:00.007+08:00

i saw my hamster giving birthday when i don't even know that she was pregnant !!! i saw something really big coming out and she was struggling, then i realise that she was giving birth !it was amazing man !!! and the baby was also cute but scary also, hmm, no hair, can see their heart beating and all... hope that it's mother won't eat them [:

meeting darl at 120 again, wanted to play ball so badly because i wanted to exercise.. another reson is that if i continue to learn, one day i can play with darl, so he won't be bored after all [:

Hoho, today darl and i didn't quarrel !! hmm, meeting him tomorrow morning to study, no diff between having prelim and not, cause i still have to study for N-level, if i didn't proceed to O-level next year, i bet my parent gonna kill me .. so wish me luck

Darl : i miss the past you, the sweetest guy in my heart had now change, you ain't like that anymore.I miss the time when you strow eclips on my window to wake me up, wait for me and walk/cycle me to plaza just for breakfast.I miss talking to you happily about our great times, I miss someone whom would sit beside me in the bus when i goes home.I miss the times when you would held my hand and walk with me through hard and cold.I miss the you who would do anything for me when i want you to, giving me surprise,concern and all your thought would count on me.Is it so hard to remain the same? or haven't i did enough ? I love you anyway

2009-08-06T13:26:00.004+08:00

FYI: it's a cake ! omg, the who ever who wanted to marry me, give me this cake please!!!

Today's add math paper sucks !

and prelim is finally over ! ahhh, so happy

meet baby at future ard evening, play bball, i better dance than ball la !!

cause i'm a sucker in ball, at least i'm good in dance xp

2009-08-05T14:24:00.000+08:00

science sucks !! i mean ~~Physics~~ sucks !! gonna fail for todays science paper, chm is ok, but i totally don't know how to do Phys. a math tomorrow, gonna study hard today, i can't fail my a math anymore ! meeting baby to study at plaza later i suppose, Bye !

2009-08-04T17:23:00.004+08:00

Happy Birthday Sin yee, Happy Belated Birthday Sandy ( fatty )

math paper 1 & 2 for today, paper one was almost easy than paper 2 was sucha ^.^
after paper went home, mom wasn't home and i couldn't go in the house, after waited for some time,sae meiyi below my block.Decided to meet von went to her house, then meet sandy at plaza,

baby had his chinese oral today, wish him luck !
anyway, meet him after his art [: went home ard 9plus

not gonna study for tmr's paper ! gonna chiong me a math !

I found a frined of mine forever man

She would always look down the window, sat at the door to wait for my return from school

( and i love her damn much ! )

where's your attention ?

2009-08-02T11:56:00.006+08:00

tmr's paper is humanities !

wish me luck man

study for an hour or more yesterday

thinking about my chinese paper

its the easiest paper i've ever taken since i'm in nan chiau

but compo, afraid that i've wrote it out of point

wrote too many shitssssss

anyway woke up ard 11

suprise that bb is online !! since when she woke up early?

after cleaning my hamster cage, these are the candid pic [:

alright, off to study

Happy Birthday to myself 28.07

didn't get to take any photo on the day, so yea :D
( anyway, these photo are all taken few days back )

2009-08-02T01:04:00.001+08:00

I'm, crazy over studying !!!
how can i put in all my effort in studying ???

2009-08-02T00:38:00.002+08:00

sandy's birthday celelbration yesterday, went Kbox together with eesing, von, sandy, stephy, qing was there.. after K, ate at hougang mall then to plaza meet baby ! talk awhile then home [:

today was sucha waste, didn't have th mood to study all thanks to my baby !!!!!!! Daddy bought me something !!!! didn't have much to say, so ya bye !

2009-07-05T05:04:00.005+08:00

I so wanna learn P I A N O ( classical themes ) !

I regretter for saying " No " when my parents asked my to learn when i was young. They even offer me a Grand Piano if i learn.why am i sucha stupid girl !!!!!!Now its too late

2009-07-05T02:26:00.006+08:00

I'm alrea back in sin last sunday, but i came back to malays today [: cool

anyway, mummy has been giving me attitude this few weeks ]: forget it
Today, shopping @ Jasco, just bought a lil stuff, tops, shoe and a bag, that's all

first thing i saw daddy, i asked him if he miss me, he replied something that hurt me through

my heart felt weak, tear dropping.. aunty jen asked me if i'm dissapointed hearing his reply, i just couldn't stop thinking of what he said, cried.. words can't discribe what how i feel when i heard that ( skip ) back to Sin tmr, prelims's near, gonna buck up with my baby.

Friends, left it aside, i'm not gonna hold on all alone anymore, cause its pointless.Now i let it go, you don't even knew it.I thought you were the one who cares, but now i know u don't !

2009-06-26T00:08:00.006+08:00

seeling Ipod touch at around $320

quality : 9/10

I'm going to malaysia tomorrow !!!

alright, have something to share with everyone about laziness [:
lets start with a story,on the 24th june, Hazel was so lazy to wake up in the morning for her oral,so she slept all the way till afternoon and her kind hearted vice-chair msg her and tell her that there's oral today, so she wake up and went to school for oral, luckily mstan allow me to take, if not 'll regretttt !!
the moral od the story is that ~~laziness~~ wins everything,except determination

so back to today,hm,stay home cook,wait for mumm to come home so i can go out.she came home ard 7.30pm, went to future to meet baby,by right meeting steph,went home ard 10 and got a small lappy [: it's the best thing of my life, cause i ask for it today and got it right after that!YESYESYES,anyway see ya guys as soon as i get back in town.

what are friends?

2009-06-19T04:11:00.001+08:00

Men are liar

2009-06-19T03:24:00.003+08:00

force myself to get up in the morning, while waiting for the toilet, i fall asleep :x woke up ard 45min later, went to baby's house slept all the way till 3, went to plaza studyyyyy, baob and yang came one after another, then to future,josef & co were there, today's match was nice man ! That's all for today yo, i've nothing else to say [:

I hate it when you say how much she's ( they're) batter than me, ya, in everyone's mind i'm "uncivilised",even in yours, I hate it when you look at me and shake you head, if they're so much batter, i batter of leave ! ~~COMPARATION~~ nah i hate it,baby i'm what i am

2009-06-17T03:31:00.002+08:00

HAPPY 9 MONTHS BABY!!

Each months,Each day,Each seconds that has pass,I'll remember it, kept it in my heart.And i knew that in this world,you can never be replace.There're more and more problems between us, but i'll learn from my mistake, and would try not to do it again, but of cause, you'll have to be by my side,lead me through this ways.I know there're a lot of things about me that you don't like, and you always kept quiet.Now, i want you to say it all out,because i don't want you to be upset whenever you see my do things wrongly or when i yell at you for nothing.I want to know what's on your mind and what's bordering you so at least i could help a little if possible.I'll be there for you whenever you need me to.When things are changing all around us,and the world seems to move too fast, don't forget that i'll be right beside you, loving you!Lastly, I love ya boy !

2009-06-12T01:53:00.007+08:00

Photo taken this 2days

spent today and yesterday with baby at his family's chalet. It was Ahslyn's birthday !
went to swim with baby and a few kids, then to changi for dinner, back to Ehub to play arcade then bus to inter, and.. the there's no more train, so took a cab home,reach home ard 12plus, ddn't get scolding form mum instead,she ask me if i wanna order Mac delivery because she's a lil hungry and something stupid happen,shouldn't say it .Oh ya, and Hazel has been going to school this few days (clap*) bacause she force herself to wake up every morning, trying not to sleep when she reach home after lesson just to pack her room and cook breakfast for her mum! That's all, Bye !

2009-06-10T17:43:00.002+08:00

OHOHOH, i couldn't post pictures !!! went to school this few days, came home, cook breakfast fr mummy. Yesterday, tried to cook porriage, it's nice [: fry an egg today, it was the nicest egg that i've fried till now, my egg are all scramble egg, but not for today, hahaha. Alright, going to baby's family's chalet with his sister, try to post pictures tonight, BYE

2009-06-07T00:09:00.002+08:00

steph called me at bout 10am, but i was too tired to wake up, so agreed to meet her later in the afternoon, went to plaza,waited for her for like a century !!! urgg~ after that was slacking with a whole bounch of people, derek make me maddd !!!! after that had dinner with family, i asked baby along, together we bused to tpy for that dinner, then to east cost.Baby wasn't that mr sweet guy any more, instead he's getting fxckup with me now days i think.anyway ya, we walked to th beach, sit there for like awhile and its time to go.while on th way home, aunty and i was having a conversation about my lifestyle,it was like macmacmac, cokecokecoke everyday and almost all my family members have diabetes.i was afraid, so i've a check on th internet, i've most of th syntoms man !!! that scares me to hell, told my mr sim, he doesn't even care ! whatever, i've had enough of it man, you don't even care about me, don't even bother to ask what th hell was i thinking about, don't even try to make me happy !WHYWHYWHY even you change??? i perpously neve reply his msg, he didn't even msg me again !wtf

2009-06-06T01:41:00.002+08:00

woke up ard 6am, ate breakfast with baby.While walking around, saw dexter and his friend, talk awhile, headed to HQ to retrive my wallet [: slept at baby's house. It was damn irritating can, it was cold down my feet, then my face was damn itchy due to the bloody fan ; alright, i'm sorry, but it was really irritating ! went down plaza alone as i don't wish to stay at his house, i was damn fucking bloody bored can !!!!! ever single day was bored ! how can i make my like is damn meaningless.catch at movie at night, i was too afraid to watch, through out the movie, i was covering my ears, closing my eyes, trying to think of something else [: th old lady is just gross !
i just hope that tmr's gonna be a good day !!! everything goes as smooth as i wanted, and hope that darl has a plan for tmr ya, i seriously hate to be bored, ain't you surpose to make my life seems more fun, beautiful or whatever? but i love him anyway, BYE !

2009-05-31T15:23:00.005+08:00

I want us to be the same a milion years later

Candid pict took by baby

didn't have much about today, cause i'm having dinner with my family at grandma's house
steambottttt for today (yuck*) i don't like it, but i crave for this day a long time ago
how i wish that daddy could be there with us tomorrow huh, maybe i need to print a f*big photo of him sitting beside us (crap*) !
Alright, yesterday was alright, meet vonne and sandy at bugis, they ate swansen (whatever,i couldn't spell it out) due to me being so fassy, it don't like that food there either,hmmm, so went to extend my hair before baby come at look for us,because he doesn't wan me to entenddd my hair !baby say that it was such a waste of money($$$$$),called them after extention and meet them at street, had MOS for lunch, then went to the new shopping centre to look for a dress.yang say that shorty like me don't suit dress ! hmm,ignore him,went to juntion and street.In the end i still didnt get a dress ,bought 2tops and a bottom.
[ with or without extention is batter? ]

2009-05-29T23:44:00.002+08:00

was late for school,school as usual except for some idiots ( DARREN & CHUNZE ) who lie to me about the *BJ* thing ! went to front gate for awhile, went home then meet baby at compass, mrt to cathay, with jeremy and his girlf , watch "Night at the mus",then back to sengkang while jeremy and his girlf went to bugis, by right i wanted to go, but i knew baby was tired, was so hungry can baby didnt want to accompany me to buy cuo noddle, so called bb accompany me down, was shocked that plaza has the shiseido shampoo that i wanted (happy*) ! walked to bus stop then i missed th bus man ! hmm, then saw yang and jian hao cycling to future, msg them to accompany me wait for bus. told them about th story of that guy that bb and me took the same lift with,

2009-05-28T11:38:00.002+08:00

din't wish to be late for school,so decided not to go, if not ms pey will be chasing me all day for me to go for detention.by right meeting von and baby for breakfast at mac, but when i wok eup no one msg me,guess they should be sleeping, so bath and everything,called baby and he's in school then called von and meet her at plaza, borrowed 2 dice, "April fool day" and "curse of lola" !! YES, i'm watching April fool day now,gonna meet baby late ! BYE

RESULTS

English : 46

Chinese : 59

math : 84

Addmath : 14

Science : 51

Humanities : 54

was proud of myself passing humanities and science, its a combination of sec 3s and 4 things and by studying in a day, i could at leaste pass :] although my results aint good, but this's a sign that could prove to others that i've started studying ! not the kind of "ahlian".Hmm, i guess its alright, no one would have believe it, they will definatly think that i'm just being lucky to pass my subjects, but its ok, i'll work hard for my Ns and Os

2009-05-24T14:44:00.002+08:00

I don't know why, after seeing how one treat another, i realise that i'd lost thrust in everyone, i makes it hard for me to thrust someone,esp my boyf.Physically you all are treating each other good, but mentally, you may be thinking of others, and of cause, i really hope that you ain't this way, i' m afriad of losing you, so afraid of it, i'm afraid of getting hurt once again,and i couldn't endure the lonliness in me, that's why i hate you seeing other girls when you're with me,look away whn you saw me looking at you.I hate, and i really hate it so much.I hate that kind of feeling.Love can't ne describe,or said, you prove

it by showing and how much you care.

因为爱太痛了

2009-05-24T13:56:00.005+08:00

Overdue photos to be posted [:

T1 with baob

22May 2009

was on the way to darling's house

17May 2009

on the way to parkway

Hazel & Yvonne

LOVELOVELOVE!

16May2009 ( 8th months with darl )

to ESCAPE

Feng's

All right, haven't be posting ya!but i've a good news for myself and mayb others,it's that my math i've got an A1 got overal.Didnt attend school on Fri/Sat, bb ask for my paper frm mrtan, and she said if she's not wrong, i've got 60+/80 for paper 1 and 50+/60 for paper 2 ! congratts!

because of my super hard work of studying all day long for this paper :] clap* anyway, also heard that only 1person pass english.hmm, but teacher says that we will pass N for sure.Dout that i could proc to O cause i really had no determinations to study.ok, lets skip these.

Yesterday,went to darl's house, had mac with bb.tried to use th $10 note that i tared, hm, but can't use..but we had another way to use it (: went to future with matt,yang,jianhao,jeremy,bb and darl, play awhile, then they started to play "coconut", i'm always the coconut !! haha, is alright.as for today, hm, i've no plan, mummy's not going to ikea as i wish instead she's going compass so i'm going to meet darl [: everyday routine, haha, BYE!

2009-05-15T22:58:00.002+08:00

Chinese paper on tuesday, compo just write and write and write, wrote 3pages
paper 2 the close paassage i was like totally no idea of the words,vonne gave me all th ans
English on Wednesday, paper was ok, not very diff neither it is easy

Yesterday

Math paper 1 & 2 ,study till 2plus a.m, paper was easy,but with some tricky question
check through both paper for at least 2 time.Went home straight after paper,slept for like 2hrs then woke up to study for today's chm paper.night time went to plaza to meet vonne for mac,saw baby there, he insisted in going to buangkok for plata reach home at 12am,then study all the way till 4plus in the morning, slept for like 1plus hour and went to school

Today

Menses cram,Tired,Restless,Stomach ace,Lethagic,Mood swing,Fasturated,Knee pain !
Anyway, science paper was a mess!!!Endure the tiredness and use the full time for the paper, keep recaling what i learn yesterday.think and think and think !!! anyway, went home slept till 4plus,mummy knock my door shouting "eh, today you never go to school ah",so noisy, she saw my bath in the morning and still say i neve go to school.anyway, meet vonne and baby, study then went to future play bball.matt, jianhao,yang was there,play till so sweaty.Off to study, bye!
going cantoment tomorrow with baby, then to escape !! [: haha
p.s:Happy birthday shermin
16th - Happy birthday adrian, sorry couldnt attend your celebration today cause its so late and darling dont allow me to go nana, sorry, meet you other day !!!
- Happy 8 months baby! Love you so much,thanks for everything you've gave me, and i hope your love will forever be the same like how you love me now

2009-05-10T00:00:00.003+08:00

Happy Mother day !!!

May my mother married a good guy, who can take good care of her, afford this family and would love her with his heart,get married in one years time and have baby in 3years time.All these years,you've taught me so much and i'm so sorry that i'd ignor your advice all this while, if time can turn back, i wish i didnt hurt you, study well and respect you.Everytime when i did something wrong, you would sit down, relax and talk to me with patient,tried not to shout at me and i know that you cares so much for me.I know sometimes you feel tired about it, you'd try you best to work, to afford this household alone,you did the housework, you pay the bills,you did everything.you're the best mother on earth, i love you mummy

当你老了，不再是原来的你

我会理解你，对你有多一点耐心

我不会忘记当初你如何手把手地教我

当你一遍又一遍地重复你说过的话

我会耐心的听你说，不会打断你

我小时候，你不得不重复那讲过千百遍的故事直到我入梦

我不会忘记当初你怎么耐心的回答我每一个‘为什么‘

当你无法行走时

我回升出手扶你

就像我小时候学走路时你扶我那样

当初你引导我走上人生的路

如今会陪伴你走完最后的路

2009-05-09T23:28:00.004+08:00

awaken by maid walking inside the room,woke up and see what's going on as i heard mum outside saying "shopping",didi's sitting on the walker,rooling towards me, such a SWEET HEART ; anyway, meet sandy and yvonne to study, saw quite a lot of familiar faces while walking to plaza..Had kfc for dinner with baby, feng and JJ was there, talking nonsence..Went to ressi as stephy,weisheng,scoot,liexuan,dexter was there! off yo study, Bye

Swimming with steph on monday!

一个人的倔强是倔强

两个人的倔强是结束

经管，爱还在

2009-05-08T22:14:00.001+08:00

Having mid-year next tueaday :]
gonna chiong, chiong, chiong till mid-year end then i'm gonna pack my messy room

2009-05-03T14:24:00.004+08:00

Woke up ard 12 today,then was entertaing that sweety up there ! Off to study ya :D

2009-05-02T23:38:00.005+08:00

Had mac for breakfast then went to school early in the morning, and was damn tired cause slept at ard 5am in the morning, then ard 7plus woke up.. First time that i manage to got up and go to school on sat morning, and i realise that i've miss a lot of lesson by not attending class on sat ! went to baby's house slept, then woke up by right going to plaza for revision, but saw liexuan and scoot downstairs so join them.. Went future for awhile, baby had his match, then home [:

2009-05-02T01:47:00.003+08:00

BabyBoy !

He's reaching for his micky

He's trying to grab his micky

Now, he don't want to let it go

2009-04-30T23:08:00.005+08:00

Had add math test today, and i was like uh, wtf, i dont know what the question was saying about, and i felt nothing but regret, i should have really study yesterday and i'm afraid that i cannot pass my mid year, if i pass every sub, i knew they'll keep their promise to buy me what i want :D Last lesson was english and compo writting for both class B & C, wrote about friendship, and i realise that i have so much to say ya .. People come and go,but only good friend stay

2009-04-26T00:39:00.002+08:00

went to T1 with vonne bout 2top and thn back to future to look for baby, watch him play ball, thn to his home to eat [: reach home ard 11, thn was talking to vonne on msn, thn video conference, was like an idiot, people dono will think that i talking to laptop -.- Now days have to chong my studies already, wish my luck people [:

2009-04-15T20:10:00.002+08:00

Its gonna be alright, Its gonna be okay, I'll stay with you through whatever !

Force myself to wake up in the morning and mummy get really angry when she saw that i'm still asleep, but its because i study all the way till 2am and why now days i go home late, cause i stay back in school to look for teacher as i know that my previous rebelliousness and laziness make me miss lots of lesson and will never study! i'd regret after all, i know my result sucks slyvOng, please you think i'm stupid? why don't you try passing your N-level without studying huh!? you think you can? i dout so, you think you're a genius? if you're not happy with me, say it, why hide behind your com and blog lots of bullshit huh!? did i find any trouble in school ? please use your brain and think la hor!

2009-04-13T19:14:00.002+08:00

school as usual, only slept on krishnan's lesson ! find mrs chew after school thn went outside with baob, thn back to school to find mr tan, study study ! All the way untill 4plus, thn went home.. Bath thn to baob's house to do the ncels thing and i score 74.20% ! going to study now [: Bye

2009-04-05T14:14:00.002+08:00

I'm awake, and am going to look for GlenSim later, thn to school..
sucha cool post right with 3 sentences [: anyway gonna get ready soon,Bye!

2009-04-05T00:46:00.003+08:00

BITCH DON'T LOVE,THEY ONLY PLAY WITH AROUND WITH GUYS

IS THIS WHAT YOU MEANT!?

anyway it doesn' matter, you make me feel you mean it that way

and it's okay baby, i wont blame you!

you hurt me so damn much saying those words, i thought u knew i was joking and would mak me happy when i felt depressed, instead u ******** ,I guess u neve notice how much i wanted your attention do you?

2009-04-04T23:15:00.005+08:00

meet baby,yvonne, huiqing,the 2adrian,yeemin to J8 for movie ( fast and furious 4 ), thn to kovan for pool thn ♥♥baby send me home! as for yesterday,its a great day ya, meet girlfriends which i didnt meet for quit some time and some others to punggol marina, had fun and thn to hougang plaza for pool [: i've a good news for myself ya, i will work hard for N-level this year so that i would get promoted! i know i've been saying this sooo many times but i'm gonna do it, together with baby, and sisters ! and i've thought about what mummy said, she also says " what have you contribute to the house".I didnt do much i guess! so i'll try not to go out,stay home, study and maybe sometimes housework, see mummy's always so tired after work and normally whn she wake up, she'll sit here and there thn off to work again..So i'm the only hope for her to do the housework ]:

It's been how long since i last saw daddy smiling to me?

It's been how long since we laugh together while we chat?

It's been how long since i've heard from him?

It's been how long since he tell me that he cares for me, not even a call from him?

It's been how long since he patt me to sleep?

"Daddy Loves You, Daddy Loves You

Daddy will always love *** *** ***

亲爱的宝贝，daddy will love you

Daddy will always love *** *** *** !"

remember this song? it's been how long since you've sang to me?

when i was a baby, you sing this to me every night, and i remember

I remember the way you carry me on your shoulder jumoing around

I remeber the way you look at me and you know i'm afraid of it

I imagine the way you walk out of the house 11years ago

I remember that night when you came all th way to my house just to look at me

and i'm sorry that i didnt even bother to talk to you

I remember! I regreted that i didnt cherish it..

Lastly i just wanted to say, " Daddy, I Miss You,and i misses the time we'd spent together"

2009-03-29T00:37:00.004+08:00

morning should be going to school,but maid forget to wake me up, i did put alarm,but i stop it when i didnt even notice it, i mean yea,i do in my dream!so adrian called and together we plus his sister and cousin went to dog farm,our dog were like so bored lo,maybe my lessie's too old! went to woodland pick up someone thn when i'm on the way to future to meet my dearest,he called and ask me don go,i was so fcuking angry..Had little conflict with him then meet vonne at plaza for dinner,junyang 请客 [: woohooo,for the very first time!but of cause ‘它不是心甘情愿的’! anyway,thanks ya..went home with baby thn adrian drive me home !thanks again!

2009-03-27T23:25:00.026+08:00

2009-03-27T22:30:00.004+08:00

today's sports day ya :D was having fun thn to hougang mall for DDR, and ya its been long since i played, i was like err,i dont know where to step la! train home and out again with sinyee, sam and louis, took hell lot of pictures [: gonnd post once i get it alright ! saw adrain and co at plazassin, talktalk awhile thn train to future alone to meet my precioud baby [:
tomorrows' got school at 9am ! OMG

yesterday, humpf, recess vonne and i went to 3G/H to return add math textbook,somehow the teacher thought we in that class thn was bullyin the teacher and laughing away,darren was damn cute la in that class!the second time went down,the teacher ask us what class are we from, thn the whole class say 3G/H! SO FUNNY la!

2009-03-16T21:12:00.006+08:00

randomly browsing blog, and i've read her blog, frm the day you two were together
i knew and could see how much you hurt her, i know you one day will do that to me, it may be soon or years later, i dont know.. in the past you could talk to me but now, i have no chance to talk to you, or even i dont know how can i talk to you. at times when we are walking together, hand in hand, i counted the steps we took together, and i hope that i could last ! i really hope so, and i want you to know how much i love you, really do ! i know you might think that i still love him or so, but i dont !! not till i fall in love with you ! Baby, i want you to stay with me now and ever and come with me whenever i go. I could feel that you're tired, tired of me, maybe..you were once so sweet but now,we're always doing the same old stuff,and you make me feel you want other thing more that me.
i bet i'm gonna get scolded later ! and i dnt wish to explain anything, i really wish i could fcuking pour all my tears out one last time! i wanted to be happy!why am i in this state?am i to blame? yesyesyes, you all always say yes, i'm wrong whatever shit i also wrong,and am never right and seriously i'm tired of life tired of being who i am,and knowing no one really care after all!If i really could put down every single thing and memories,i would definately jump off the building!I hate these feelings inside me,when i fall who was ever there for me?ya maybe that one time,my baby, for just that 5seconds hug,that's it,back to the square! you knew i aint that strong, but you dnt care nownownow !!!!!!even when you see me online, you dnt even bother to talk to me!Everyday when i call you i hope to hear somethin from you, something that could make me feel warmth!No one can make me feel loved anymore except you,and all my hope are on you,please dnt dissapoint me..

Happy 6 mth

2009-03-16T18:00:00.002+08:00

1: Besides your lips , where is your favorite spot to get kissed?
- forehead, its sweet.

2: How do you feel when you woke up this morning?
- uhhh, school again, tired !

3: Who was the last person you took a photo with?
- my didi [:

4: Would you consider yourself to be spoiled?
- I'm not sure luh

5: Would you ever donate blood?
- Yes -.-

6: Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex?
- Once upon a time.

7: Do you want someone dead
- Gladys

8:What does your last text message say?
- Forgotten

9:What are you thinking of right now?
- want baby with me whenever i go

: Do you wish someone was with you right now?
- Yes.

11: What time did you go to sleep last night?
- Idk. randomly fall asleep.

12: Where did you buy the T-shirt you are wearing now?
- idk, spa tee?

13: Is someone on your mind right now?
- Yes, baby la. stupid!

14: Who was the last person to text you?
- Someone, asking me am i Hazel.

.10 PEOPLE TAGGED TO DO THIS QUIZ :
1/ Yvonne neo
2/ Sandy wong
3/ Shermin
4/Samantha Soh.
5/ Weikang
6/ Yuky Tay
7/ Serena
8/ Louis koh.
9/ Sim Huiqing.
10/ Slattery Goh.

15: Who is 2 having a relationship with?
- HongKiat

16: Is 3 a male or a female?
- Female.

17: If 7 and 10 get together will that be a good thing?
- kinda weird

18: What is Number 1 studying about?
- 'N'levels ?

20: Is Number 4 single?
- Yes

21: Say something about Number 5.
- 'DEAR'! :p

22: What do you think about Number 3 and 6 being together?
- Not sure

23: Describe Number 9.
- Dont know.

24: What will you do if Number 6 and 7 fight?
- i think they never will

25: Do you like Number 8?
- dah. (:

2009-03-16T17:51:00.002+08:00

I'm at zhu hai now<: and i miss my darlings baddly ]:
now doing spa or something idk, but its best man !!!! 'song' haha
will be back in singapore on th 20th and hope my baby didnt go to zouk yesterday ... ...
or else, I WILL HATEHATEHATE YOU TO CORE, haha kidding [:
i'm still gonna love you like hell man !!! lastly, HAPPY 6MONTH BABY
was so dissapointed that i didnt receieve you msg yesterday night
i dony care if you are playing or busy or sleeping, at least must send me a msg right !

2009-03-14T03:50:00.002+08:00

school as usual,just that ms.pey took my wallet away wanting me to turn up for detention,sorry to dissapoint her la, i seriously HATE detention so much,so pon! went over baby's house and then home. Packed stuff for the trip and cab to yishun, was talking to daddy on the phone (*sight) while waiting!flight at 6am and my darling say that she will fetch me on 20/3. gonna miss all of ya and of cause my baby & mummy !

Got back my results, only pass 3 :[
Chinese :57
English :43
Math :61
add math:44
CH:30
CS :51

p.s :darlings wanted presents !

2009-03-10T00:05:00.001+08:00

I really wanted to do well for all my subjects and i know i can do it, its only the matter of effort that i'm putting in, i admit that i didnt study for this common test, but i felt dissapointed whn i got back my results for the first time i felt this way.

- I wanted to change